I have not showered for three days
because not showering makes my hair look dirty in a good way
and it makes my hair feel greasy which is also how I feel
holistically
I’m beginning to realize the danger in the true happiness I feel from
placing all of my possibility for being happy in another unhappy person
or continuously achieving happiness through reminiscing on nice things I did
with a person who is now gone because they were unhappy
I had these thoughts while not in the shower
Clamor 