Corbin Louis

Dope boys screaming from chronic pain

heartbreak and pill bottle from stomach of empty

Hundred day fucking run

of all coke

broken nose

and switch

blade regression

A woman destroyed me

the way cathedrals are turned inside out

Bit my lips and said ‘goodbye/never, fuck you

piece of shit bipolar rich boy’

But I was broke

and she had the money

and I couldn’t afford treatment

Then I thought about suicide every night

for a year straight

I’d rather die than be alone on pills

high every fucking day

because my brain is a hollowtip

leaking serotonin

from past lives

and dice games

and the smell

of a hundred



on my



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