Sofiia Volokitina

Breath of the life
Has to be something that freeing, 
Giving the lightness of being.
My veins intertwined into a knot
Tightly squeezing the throat.

It is saving my life,
But it doesn’t feel right.
I'm not allowed to go outside
The monsters attacking me on that side
No one sees them there
They locked me in my room,
Without leaving a room.

I can’t breathe,
But it’s still saving my life,
Still doesn’t feel right 
I don’t know how to be light,
How to not get high.

So many questions are in the air
The air to which I have no access
Continue making so much stress.

Stuff driving me nuts.
I can’t properly think 
Give me some free live
Everything frozen inside of me—
No feelings, no pain, no joy
Just pure suffocation
And slowly dying.. in this room.