Please Stay

Joy Nashaat

                                   Don’t go 
Please stay 
You have always been my only hope 
If you leave, I’ll have nothing to hold on to 
Can you promise me to live forever 
I cannot imagine a life that you are not in 

It is not easy for me, I promise you, 
To look back on the moments when I was still a child 
You raised me and I got to watch you grow too 
But I just wish you could live forever 
Can you promise me to live forever 
Do not tell me it’s out of your hand 
Just promise me to be here forever, I beg 
Promise me to keep your youthful energy 
Promise me to always be there for me, my backbone, the wall on which I lean 
I need you here 
I cannot do life without you 
You are my everything 

We’ve had our disagreements and arguments 
And I have said things in time of anger 
But not a single word did I mean 

Please stay 
Please stay with me 
Please stay hopeful 
Please stay 

How dare time fly 

Now you have aged 
I cannot watch you in pain, living in your bed 
All you do is sleep 
You are here, but, at the same time, not 

Who will I go to now 
Who will I lean on now 
No one 

No one will accept me like you 
No one will get my humor like you 
No one will love me so unconditionally and willingly like you 
No one will push me to my potential like you 
No one will care for me like you 
No one will want me like you 
Just please don’t go 

Promise me to always laugh 
Promise me to always be here to comfort me 
Promise me to give me all the advice I need to live life 
Promise me to never age, never be too tired to say my name or greet me 
Promise me to never hopelessly cry 
Promise me to never give up; always try 
Promise me that you will pray to stay, for me 
Promise me to never let go 

If one has to go, let it be me 
For I cannot live a life without you